FEBRUARY 2012 - DECEMBER 2012
I thought this’ll just be a faraway plan. But in the span of 10 months, I was able to make it a reality.
Hard work pays. Big time. :D
Photo taken last October 18, 2012 at the DZR Airport.
Sorry for the melting makeup. Makeup artist was missing in action. XD
Saan ba ako nakatingin? Gosh.
This was my prize for participating in the Search for Miss Sports 2012.
While most girls were dying to be near him, I was the “not-fan-of-Enrique” stupidly standing asking my companions where the hell is he. Aaaaand, he stood between no. 8 (Ms High School) and me (no. 7) during the “pictorial”.
Ohwells. Lucky me is lucky.
The title says it all. I haven’t took a bath, no makeup, not even powder. HAHAHAHA
with @Joyce Carol at Tops of the World
with @Joyce Carol and @Nate at the RTR Plaza watching the LibArts Field Demo practice
Zombie People. @Nate
At the stage with @Joyce Carol, @Nate and @Rich
So, ugh. Bad photos chosen but, nevermind.
I rarely do these before-after photos because nothing’s changing in me physically until, this time.
Differences are not that obvious but a lot of people say that I did lose weight. My clothes being the main witnesses. :)
Hope this’ll progress ‘till the end of the year.
And yeah, I’ve got naturally chubby cheeks.
And what sport am I going to showcase? Ugh. I’ve played Judo for three years but it just won’t feel right. So, I’m thinking SOCCER, maybe eh? Ugh. I do not know.
My bothered nights has finally come to an end and I can now eat in peace.
Justine already agreed to be AB Department’s candidate for the Miss ADFC 2012. :)
I was able to breathe deep upon hearing the fantastic news.
BUT!
I’m gonna represent the group in Ms. Sports.
Fuckthis.
I don’t wanna participate any of this.
:(
First half, 2012
Second half, 2012
P.S.
I’m feeling a li’l bit too lazy to edit and crop the photos. You guys know me, so blah. See the difference.
The difference is not that big, but hey, I went down from an XL shirt down to Medium-sized ones. So, argh!
My first entry for the month of September, and it’s already the 14th.
Ohwells, things have been running pretty messy (still) lately. Cutting classes, sleep deprivation, binge eating, food withholding, no cigarette, being in love, and lots and lots of stuff a normal female teenager wouldn’t do.
Now, the current issue I am facing.
The AB Department (MassComm, Journalism, Broadcasting and Psychology), is in need of a representative for the Ms. ADFC 2012. And idontknowwhatweretheythinking they chose me as this year’s representative. And I was like, “WHAT THE FUUUUUUUUUDGE? ARE YOU GUYS OUT OF YOUR MIND???!?!?!?!?! STUFF LIKE THAT IS NOT MY FORTE!”
My self esteem went down like a tub full of water being drained, fast and unstoppable. I was dumbstruck for a moment there I do not even know what to reply to my classmates. Yes, I lost weight last two months, but my current size isn’t fitted to represent our group in a pageant. Never in my whole life did I imagine myself joining this type of activities. This is so not my forte.
There are lots of things in my mind. Lots of jumbled things. Ma’am Mae, my classmates, the YMCA and the Psychology, and most especially myself. If I take that challenge, this’ll be the biggest challenge I’ll have to face. I don’t know what to do, I don’t even know where to start. :(
Help me!
